“Dear me, am not going to sound too formal since am forced to believe that something is not right, or that finally karma is out for a revenge. I am still me but the funny thing is that the state I am in now I telling you to please start taking care of your self. I hate my body and am not sure if you saw you, that you would like what you see. We have a good life although the closet needs a makeover. Am not certain that you will get this letter but am sure as hell don’t know what is up, if you do get this letter please do write back to me so that I can give you my address and if this is the reality well am not sure what I will do but I’ll have to work through it (Embers, 110).
I have a question, are you still me? Or are you someone else in my body. I may not be certain of what is going on but if you are ‘me in me’ it may not make sense but something is definitely wrong with the balance of the world.
Are you still there? If you don’t believe me because I know that I would not, please write to me any question you know no-one else can answer and then send it to me, or even better I will give you my phone number.
How is mum and dad doing, in this time they seem not be here with me, to give a hard time about the type of friends I hang out with but you want to the truth I would give up everything here just to come back to that stress.
Are we going for the holiday? Or have changed our plans, I really can’t stand this uncertainty, who am I really please give me some hope that everything will be alright since my heart is aching for my real life. I can’t stand this mystery of not being able to know what is happening to me………….
I wake up thinking something must be wrong or may be so right somewhere since this is the first time my sister hasn’t come into my room to give a hard time about the right time to be up for breakfast, could the dream I just had about Lisa be true?